TESTIMONY
So I faced the truth today:
I’d finally hit a brick wall.
I stood face to face with reality, and it made me upset.
But there was no longer any denying it:
I didn’t know everything…
Couldn’t know everything…
Couldn’t control everything…
AND I WAS AFRAID…
Afraid of my shadow.
Afraid of commitment.
Afraid of the mystery
That is my Future.
But the good thing?
…That at the end of the alley,
at this very dead end I’d come to,
and on that very brick wall I now faced,
a sign was suspended.
It was written in vivid red blood,
on a background of pure, white righteousness,
and with gentle direction, it read:
“You might’ve strayed, and reached this wall,
But you can always turn back.
Your exit is from whence you came…”
I faced the truth today:
That I’m OKAY!
…even if I didn’t know everything…
couldn’t know everything…
couldn’t control everything,
It’s ok to be afraid
but it’s even better to admit it
for HIS strength is made perfect in weakness…
So though my heart thumps violently in my chest,
and my confidence drops at the uncertainty of my future,
I will stand…
in faith…
on His word and promises,
Hand him my fears on the platter of my heart,
Blind my eyes to the turbulence around me,
And scream from the pit of my lungs:
I AM NOT AFRAID!!!
…of my shadow
…nor commitment
…nor the mystery that lies ahead.
I AM NOT AFRAID OF MY FUTURE!
9But He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest on me. 10That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.” (2 Corinthians 12: 9-10)
- IMAGO DEI
